Recently, I was often alone.
However this time it is the loneliness that I want to talk.
Far from everything and everyone I have found the right mood to work, to read, to listen to my music, to go out suddenly for a coffee at the bar, to stroll among the people: even the courage to strumming the guitar with joy.
photographic memories and I walked through the alleys of the old center of my city, never quite finding enough. The morning sun and fresh air evening offered solace to the heart, ever so slight a long time.
And then the thought has reconstructed many pieces of my life that some have combined "freedom", without criteria and without any order, an internal logic that governs the structure.
And suddenly everything became clearer. And that is why everything has become more bearable.
What should reserve this summer I would never have said. Taken as I was by the anxieties (often unfounded) of everyday life, events, conflicts had lost its sense of direction for myself.
Somehow I thought the sea and what they are, I heard from friends who did not feel much, I wrote, sang, danced. I discovered how many people love me and that I often end up neglected. But above all I
much thought, abandoned to the rhythmic beat of peaceful intimacy finally balanced.
How many reflections that I wanted to stop in a post but after I settled in well as the dreams have vanished at dawn. But I also know that, just like the dreams of the morning, leaving us in feelings, moods, passions, and to determine the mood of the day.
And I realized that thinking was possible only away from the worries and the daily routine, a new management of my time I returned the sense of my life and gave me an inner peace that I had lost long ago.
accomplice in all this, the silence. The silence I read the post 365 364 sunrises sunsets which borrows a reflection from a sharp Stefano Benni: the exploitation of that silence, which comes from the words and that is a prelude to life. A necessary silence, whether a moment or an hour, as long as you turn into an opportunity for life and not in a blackout.
And the silence and solitude I also have to rediscover the profound sense of freedom. Discover yourself, what you are, what you are capable, they are a freedom-enhancing features that can meet others who accepts the other's thoughts and not the complaints, and that does not separate approaches.
In the silence and solitude I re-discovered love, the true one, that deep, which feeds the infinite and profound stillness.
E 'was great to meet me.
They are also missing, in the light of awareness, so many fears. Have dissolved many many fears and insecurities have evaporated. Find that each of us is a universe that is a value that can never be questioned. From anyone. The assets that we bring in is the gift of life and existence product, constantly evolving and constantly exposed to the crossfire of existence. Protecting this heritage is the most significant gesture of strength, freedom and love for themselves, that secures and strengthens the step in a complex and hard to face but that the strength of women and men who have the courage to keep your back straight can improve. Just as wisely concludes an enlightened editorial Ezio Mauro in La Repubblica on 23 July entitled "Sludge Factory " incitement to withstand the difficult times that we live in, finding the strength to still appalled and having the courage to inguistizie their ideas, "thus demonstrating that freedom is stronger than fear" .
I still believe.
for me.
For my children.
For those who love me and the person I love.
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